I began my blog as a way to share some things with my spouse during my daily commutes. I could spend a bit of time dishing on what was occupying some of that real estate in my psyche. At the same time, it was a way to create some connection with you guys, and let's be honest, bring a little awareness and hopefully some new fans to my website.
As I pondered what I would blog about on my anniversary here, I turned to my friends and followers on Twitter for some insight. The one request that stuck in my mind came from the same friend that I blogged about the other day on how to get her in the mood.
This one is for that friend, again...all about role playing.
I blogged quite a while ago about not really being into the idea of role playing as a sex game. But, the more I thought about how to approach this one today, it kind of occurred to me that this is a bit of a role play. I get to slip into my imagination, away from the reality and stress of my day-to-day life, and be nothing but a somewhat sex-craving, erotically-inclined, naughty girl.
The truth is, I invest a great deal of my imagination and fantasy life into my blog. I share the real experiences of my sexual adventure just as much, but I linger on all those subjects that hint at the dark side of me...the naughty side...the part of me that makes you want to be the guy next door.
So, in a way, this is about role playing...me being this condensed sexual dynamo that you get to spend the occasional morning coffee break with.
And then, my secret hobby is a role play too. There's a lot of who I really am in both of these things, but because I am not in a position to openly share, they become little fantasy worlds for you and I.
When it comes to stepping into a role for sex, it's just not something that is a big part of what happens. Away from the camera, I rarely slip into anything 'sexy' just for sex. I think that's probably because I do all of that for my photo sessions that it loses the sex appeal.
For me it doesn't come naturally to pretend to be someone that I am not. I even still have those pangs of awkwardness while doing my website photos - and I've been doing that for 10 years now.
Having said all that, I admit that there are lots of little role-play scenes that go on within my own fantasies as I imagine them playing out in reality...so maybe there is some hope for you guys yet!